The creation of my destiny.

I’ve moved my blog to its new home at http://edsilpuno.blogspot.com

    It’s December 3 and few weeks from now it’ll be Christmas.  I just recently left my day time job as a college teacher that I had for a year and a half. I feel grateful for all the experiences I had for I’ve learned priceless things from them.  It’s great that finally I am getting out of my comfort zone.  I’ve eventually started doing things differently.  I’ve taken baby steps that will eventually become big leaps in few months.  I know that there’s still lots of things to learn from life that I wish I learned in school. My world is my school and life is my teacher.

I commented on the film "The Secret" in youtube and a new found friend sent me a message wanting to know how to use it.

FRIEND: Well i read ur comment on the secret video i am trying to understand the secret but. could u help me out and tell me how it works? and what i have to do please help me out

ME: Nice to hear from you my friend. What can I do for you?

Well I want to know how to use the secret so i can make my dream come true.

ME: I see. Well, the secret is "The Law of Attraction." The law says that "Thoughts become things" so whatever you think all the time happens. The thing is, most people always look at negative side. Most people see a glass as half empty instead of half full. So be optimistic. Get it? Another thing is that, people always think of the things they do not want that’s why these things materialize and become their reality. So if you dwell on loosing, you’ll definitely end up loosing. You should think of the things you want in life so that you’d attract them. So if you think of winning, you’ll definitely win.

Mind is the most powerful energy in the universe and you can create your destiny with your mind. If you want something, visualize that you already have it and you should have the feeling of having it already. What I do is I ignore all the negative thughts and focus on positive ones. I have what I call a vision notebook where I write all the things I want in present form as if I already have these things. I write them down every morning. Make sure that you’d specify the things you want. (How can you hit the target of you don’t know what and where exactly it is? Right?) I suggest you start with small things. Once you do this as a habit, just always stay postive whatever happens. These will definitely bring you to circumstances that will lead you in making your dreams a reality. These circumstances may be in a form of an opportunity.  So if opportunity comes.. ACT.

I still have many things to share to you my friend but probably you have questions in mind so feel free to ask.

Rehearse you future.. visualize. Hope to hear from you soon.

I really felt great yesterday for a couple of reasons and I’m looking forward for counteless wonderful things that are coming today.

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I’m so excited for everything!  Me going back to gym on saturday is one of which.  I can’t wait to hit the rotex and threadmill for hours, burning some calories and feeling great afterwards. 

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I made a right decision to spend money for assets and not liabilities.

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I’ve asked for wonderful people,events and things.  My wishes have been answered. I am now ready to receive.      

It has been a long time since I played the internet reversi game.  Right after watching an R-18 film in my notebook I suddenly decided to play the game. My opponent was an English. 

Game 1:  My opponent did a good start and I felt like I’ll end up loosing.  I was not really thinking of strategic moves to win the game.  I was relaxed with my back against the wall while listening to Gyskard’s Pink Life.  There was an excitement but I was’t focused.  I won the first game.

Game 2: I felt great for I won the first game.  I immediately clicked the play again button hoping my oponent would do the same thing.  And guess what? He/she did (although it took time for my opponent to decide). 

Still I was so relaxed while playing the game.  This time I had more excitement so I started to play the game seriously.  Of course I wanted to win it for the second time.  Again, it was a good start on my opponent’s part. The first half of the game was dominated by the opponent but still I managed to occupy the corners of the board and end up winning.

Game 3:  Right after my sweet victory from game 2,  I thought of leaving my opponent.  It took me amost a minute to decide if I will click the play again button or leave opponent.  If I click leave the opponent,  I’d be leaving with pride and honor for myself (although it’s just an internet reversi game).  However, I thought of challenging myself more and hoping that I’d win for on the third time.  I clicked the play again button.

I don’t know what happened during the start of the game.  Probably I was too overconfident and underestimated my English opponent.  It was in the middle of the game and the opponent was able to occupy the corners of the board.  I started to feel the fear of loosing.  I even tried visualing for seconds about me winning the game. My visualization wasn’t that creative since it wasn’t aided with the winning feeling but with the fear of loosing instead.  When the game was about to finish, I knew I was going o loose… and I did.

My emotion suddendly shifted.  I felt sad.  I won the first two games but I lost on the third one.  Yes it was jut a game but it made me realize that life’s like an internet reversi game.  Why? Just read this blog again and you will definitely find the answer.

By the way, after winning, my opponent chose to leave me for another game.

Now is the time for me to test my beliefs.  My beliefs are my only reality.  I am so grateful for the wonderful reality I am experiencing now.  Thoughts become things indeed.  I can attest to that. 

     I just arrived home from a boring overnight drinking session  at a friend’s flat.  I know by know I should have mastered how to handle my emotions and listened to Paul Mckenna’s advices about positivity.  I wasn’t really expecting for a short yet irritating nag from my mom upon my arrival.   Thank all the gods in human existence, I was able to control my temper and stayed silent. 

    Well, everything happens for a reason as what they say..  It’s all right.  I’ll better look for the positive side of it.  Another priceless learning experience…

        I am so grateful for all the things, people and experiences I have  today.  I appreciate even the little things around me.  I’m grateful for I have enough time to do the things that will lead me in accomplishing my goals.  I focus on the great things ahead of me.  I’m so excited.  I feel happy.. I feel great!!

   I can’t believe it! I just spent on doodads for the entire day.  I quite feel guilty for I know that I should be spending money wisely especially now that I don’t have any  coming in my cashflow’s income box.  I forgot that I should stop spending a lot, especially in things that are unnecessary. 

    Well, another learning experience for me.  I may have spent a lot on doodads today but the learning experience is priceless.

What is a doodad?
You might be wondering what a doodad is. From the site http://www.fasttracktocashflow.com/success19.php, it says…
If you’ve read any Rich Dad books you’ll know the definition of a doodad.
If you haven’t, it’s something you buy (usually with borrowed funds)
that is ultimately useless, or at a minimum doesn’t get you any further
ahead financially. In fact, it usually makes your financial picture
worse…

As defined
by Merriam-Webster’s dictionary, Faith is something that is believed
especially with strong conviction. Most
of the times, people do not realize that they experience practice faith in
their everyday living. A simple
expectation or belief is a manifestation of faith. Later I’ll be hitting the sack and I know
that tomorrow I’ll wake up. In that
sense, I’ve already thought of something that I expect and believe to be
true. If we want something, there comes
faith. We believe one day we’ll have
that something, however, most of the times people make use of faith
negatively. Instead of believing in the
positive outcomes, people believe more on the negative ones. Well, in my life, since I look the glass as
half full and not half empty; I experience faith because I believe in the good
things that life can offer. I expect
that great and wonderful people, things and events are coming my way. The power of faith always works. I used to be a college lecturer for more than
a year. Upon getting my degree from
college, teaching was probably the last career option that I’d be taking. Since, all I’ve wanted then is to have a job whereas
I’d learn many priceless things, I attracted a teaching career. Back then I know that my presentation skill
was just all right. I wanted to perform
well and deliver lectures exemplary. It
all started with a decision to be better and that decision was aided by faith; Faith that I would be better and deliver each
and every lecture excellently. I started
believing in myself particularly in my skills. As I left teaching career I felt so fulfilled for I know that I did
well. I was given an above average
evaluation grade by my learners, it was such an honor to impart whatsoever
knowledge I have. The fulfillment is
priceless and everything started by merely having faith in oneself. Well, one you’ve gotten the feeling of
fulfillment, certainly you have served others. A person can serve others buy simply doing little things. If a friend needs help, don’t hesitate to be
a helping hand. Anyway, the little time
you give may be the biggest gift that your friend may get. Although at times I may be hard to find but I
make it a point that I’d lend my ears if a friend needs help. When I was still an educator, I served to my
students. I’ve shared not only the
technical things I know but all the great things I learned from the books I
read and experiences I had. It’s such
great feeling when you serve people around you. It’s such an experience that can never be bought by money. It’s priceless. It’s something that will be treasured in my
heart forever. It’s something that one
should really be proud of. It’s an
achievement that may not have a certificate, trophy or medal as proof but will definitely
leave a mark on people whom you have served. In that sense, I’ve made a communion with my learners. As defined, communion is an act or instance
of sharing. So if you serve others,
you’re making a communion with them. Serving and communion are correlated for if you serve you share. Now I understand why there are many kind
hearted individuals who selflessly serve and share. I believe that the more you share the more
you’ll going to get. That is why
generous people get more. Well, that’s
the reason why I make it sure I share whatsoever I have with others and it’s
great that wonderful things are coming. Well, life can only be lived once that’s why I strongly
believe that faith should be used positively and believe that wonderful things,
events and people are just around. Celebrate life by serving and sharing whatever you have to others and for
that you’re making a communion with people around you. You’ll feel fulfilment and definitely feel the
happiness that you’ve been looking for.